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Sunday, June 11, 2006

OK. I am back to blog after about 3 months. =/ It seems that I am too lazy to blog, although many interesting events unfolded within these few months.

So now it is the June holidays! I think it is more of a torturing school holiday(as usual),since we have to study hard for the forthcoming exams after school reopens. booooooo.... =(( Well, can't wait for A levels to end in a way, so that all of us can finally be freed from such a heavy burden!!!!! =))

I have sort of stepped down from touch rugby, since I am not in the team to play in the com. Some people start questioning me, on what if I have no achievement at all in my cca, won't it be a bit not so good? I guess that's what some people are thinking lar. haha. but the thing is, I don't really mind. Joining Sports cCa in Jc is to test my perserverance and to make myself a more determined person. I have never really thought of taking part in the com, since I know I am not performing well enough. It will be really stressful too. =/ Let me recall the times I had when i was touch. When i first entered touch, i was already sure that i want to remain in this cca. Though some of the seniors are fierce and a bit crude with their words at times, esp during trainings, that did not stop me from going for trainings. Yes, trainings have always been tough. fartleks itself was already a pressure exerted on me everytime i went for trainings. In case you don't know what is fartleks, it refers to 1oo m sprint, 1oom jog. That is really tiring and I think everytime i did that, it really almost made my heart beat soooo erratically until i feel like my heart was going to stop suddenly. haha.. At times, coach is fierce too. It is understandable, since I am sure she wants the best for our team. Although she is fierce and strict during trainings, she is a really funky person when she is not on the field coaching us. =) I am glad to know her as my coach as she has really guided us really well and we all like her. =) the main factor that has made me stay in touch all along is due to our closely-knitted team. =) I simply love everyone in this team, especially everyone is so nice and caring. k lar.. i am always being laughed at and bullied but I definitely do not hate this feeling. It just shows how much my team mates care about me( I Hope.=))haha. Everytime when we ran fartleks, everyone would cheer on each other and make sure that everyone will finish running the rounds. I am the black sheep la, since I am always the last to come in. It seems that I have the highest perseverance level among the people who have quitted yea.. cos the people who quitted could not take fartleks and all the other nitty gritty stuffs. Indeed, I am always the last to come in for fartleks, but I think it is a strength too. I always try not to give up during the run, cos I really feel like fainting or I am having terrible stitches. =/ It is hard to continue running with my best. But i am glad i finish running it most of the time, though i feel terriby guilty too, for pulling down the team's standard.

Sometimes I really wonder, why dint i choose a cca that will enable me to get some achievement that will not be so physically challenging.. Sometimes, i have regretted joining a Sports cca, as I am not up to it. guess it is hard to really train up stamina and be more agile within less than 2 years. If i have joined a performing arts group, i would have been able to perform on stage and to take part in competitions. HOWEVER, i would not have been able to make really good frenz. Joining touch Nj has not only taught me to be a more determined person, but has also given me a bunch of great great frenz. They are the ones who have always been there for me whenever I am feeling down or wad. When i was in choir back in NHSS, i din really feel the bond attached to choir. but now, it seems that i have an inclination to want to spend more time with my team mates. It is really hard to describe but it is just as simple as it is i guess. I sincerely hope that we can do well for the oncoming com in July. =) go nj touCh ruggers!=))

shall blog a bit on Mons gathering on Friday. =) It was disappointing to see that so many ppl backed on at the last minute and that only about 15 people attended that gathering. However, i thought it was quite a fun one too, with all the photo taking and talking and playing. On that day itself, i met up with fel on bus 960 before heading to Bugis. haha. I must say Fel was really unlucky that day, but i shall not elaborate on that. We took neoprints! haha. And we did a bit of shopping and yay, fel got what she has been wanting to get! =) So thanks to SoMEBODY's mouth, it rained almost the whole day. yucks lar.. totally dampened my spirit to really enjoy myself.The weather was sooo super humid after that larrr.. =( So irritating!!! But well, i managed to enjoy myself in a way lar.. so i should not complain too much. Everyone looks almost the same in my opinion. =) We should relieve the good old times we have in 4/3 again after As! The feeling is still as comfortable but its quite saddening to know that our class is not as united as before. =(

k.. I shall go and do some revision now! World Cup is here!!! Go Germany!!! haha... But if Brazil is playing against germany, I will support Brazil. hahahah... But the Germans are really good with their footwork. =) great skills, great play! hehe.

Joan

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11:56 AM

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5 Comments:

thanks for shopping with me! haha. yay got what i want.

actually i dont think our class was really united? i dunnoe. our class HAVE been cliqueish what. hmmms.

anyway talking about sports CCA. i dont think bonding can only be done thru sports lorh. my school choir also damn close damn bonded. it really depends on the people inside la. can click means can click cannot means cannot. some things just cannot force. you're just real lucky!! but it's true most sports CCA are close la. just not ONLY sports cca..

anyway UPDATE LIAO ALSO NEVER TELL ME. PFFFFT.

*feL

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