Sunday, October 23, 2005
Time for a really lOng entry! beware.. Dun get bOred to deaTh. =P
arghs... firstly, I must mention that I haven't been feeling good these few days... All becoz of my promo results and smth else.. ( cant mention the smth else) I m kinda disappointed in myself coz I know i have already tried my best and yet I still need to drop a subject. SigHz. Bad yr i guess. ( lOls.. pushing the blame again... =P) Okie... I was really sad lar.. i cried like twice. but its all over! there is nth to do except getting moving and start a better chapter NEXT yr... ( i hOpe so.. )STUPID CHEM! I swear Im going to conquer you by the end of this coming lOng holiday! Persevere, persevere... PERSEVERE!
But i must say that I changed a lot this yr. as in, now im much more concious of wads happening arnd me and Im putting in effort to make everyone happy! I feel a sense of satisfication when I make someone happy, especially someone like my grandpa and mom. =)) they rock my life. I mean, they are the people who are really important in my life. Without them, I would not have been ME today. I really like my grandpa. WHy? firstly, i tink he really she ji wei ren and he is so loving towards everyone! I heard of his childhood stories before and I really admire him a lot a lot a lot... Hope i will grow up to be like him... he is still hale and hearty, hope that he will have many years to enjoy his life. im glad that everything is fine now... =) If not, my heart will really stop functioning man. Im not v. happy that he din get into the nomination for the Best Senior Citizen of the year.. but o well, nvm, next yr shall try again... teehee.. He is really worth the award bUt he will alweez be the best senior citizen in my heart. =))god bless him.
I was feeling really down these few days as i feel that i disappoint everyone who knows me. sighz. horrible results. If only im smarter... arghss.. I just suddenly felt that my future is bleak, like everything is charred. =( people may think tat im sad becoz my parents scolded me or wad.. they din... I jsut felt tat i disappointed them SO many times this yr. =( Maybe its fate that I have to drop a subject. Hope its a blessing in disguise. now tat my planned future is kinda ruined, i shall start to tink of which other routes can I embark on.. i really dun want to be a useless person.. =(
oh yah.. ytd had touch oasis at SRC. We din do as badly as we expected ourselves too... so it wasn't that bad. haha.. lOls.. we had a lot of fun teasing coacH lor! lOls.. So sHUang! heee.. no lar.. just kidding.. haha.. but coach is really GOOD man.. in touch rugby.. omg lar.. the moment she entered the field, she tried! my idol man! So coOl lar! So fasT! so swift!
oKie.. so i was at padang from morning till bout three. So u can imagine how sun burnt i am AGAIN. arghs. But i did apply sunblOck k. so after we went to Thai Express.. hmm.. I ate some tom yam seafood glass noodles.. not bad lar.. but i have tasted better ones before. hehZ... at the end of it... yuqi dared me to eat a spoonful of those type of cut chilli. so yucky lar.. it was taken from a bowl of 'dunnoe' wad' mixture of soup lOr.. so disgusting lar! =(( After much delay, i din eat lar... though ANGELA and 'accomplice' are so intimidating.... and telling me tat they will treat me seven scoops of yamI yoghurt if i dared. =,=... and small said she'd supply me with ONE whole yr of dessert.. lOls... So in the end, yuqi said dat if i drank up fel's green curry, she will buy me a scoop of yami. Angela said she will buy me a scoop too... so i DRANK. cant believe it laR... oMg... haha... it tasted tooo salty.... =// for me lar.. but not at spicy lar.. jsut tat the coconut milk smell quite strong... and its really concentrated. lOls... I almsot finished the whole thing lar.. den small finished up the last few mouthfuls... =.=... den yuqi angela said tat it is not counted... bOo~ EEYEr... there goes my TWO scoops of yAMi! aRghs. hahaz... hope i dun get any stomach working disorder.. lOls...
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