Sunday, October 23, 2005
Time for a really lOng entry! beware.. Dun get bOred to deaTh. =P
arghs... firstly, I must mention that I haven't been feeling good these few days... All becoz of my promo results and smth else.. ( cant mention the smth else) I m kinda disappointed in myself coz I know i have already tried my best and yet I still need to drop a subject. SigHz. Bad yr i guess. ( lOls.. pushing the blame again... =P) Okie... I was really sad lar.. i cried like twice. but its all over! there is nth to do except getting moving and start a better chapter NEXT yr... ( i hOpe so.. )STUPID CHEM! I swear Im going to conquer you by the end of this coming lOng holiday! Persevere, persevere... PERSEVERE!
But i must say that I changed a lot this yr. as in, now im much more concious of wads happening arnd me and Im putting in effort to make everyone happy! I feel a sense of satisfication when I make someone happy, especially someone like my grandpa and mom. =)) they rock my life. I mean, they are the people who are really important in my life. Without them, I would not have been ME today. I really like my grandpa. WHy? firstly, i tink he really she ji wei ren and he is so loving towards everyone! I heard of his childhood stories before and I really admire him a lot a lot a lot... Hope i will grow up to be like him... he is still hale and hearty, hope that he will have many years to enjoy his life. im glad that everything is fine now... =) If not, my heart will really stop functioning man. Im not v. happy that he din get into the nomination for the Best Senior Citizen of the year.. but o well, nvm, next yr shall try again... teehee.. He is really worth the award bUt he will alweez be the best senior citizen in my heart. =))god bless him.
I was feeling really down these few days as i feel that i disappoint everyone who knows me. sighz. horrible results. If only im smarter... arghss.. I just suddenly felt that my future is bleak, like everything is charred. =( people may think tat im sad becoz my parents scolded me or wad.. they din... I jsut felt tat i disappointed them SO many times this yr. =( Maybe its fate that I have to drop a subject. Hope its a blessing in disguise. now tat my planned future is kinda ruined, i shall start thinking on wad i can do in the future. haha.. which route should i venture... i wonder... hmm...
oh ya.. ytd we had touch rug oasis at SRC. okIe lar.. we played better den we expected to so i guess its okie even if we din win anything. =) and yar.. sun burnt once again. arghs. damn horrible. den guess wad.. after went to Thai express to have our super late lunch at bout 4? ha. I ate tom yam seafood glass noodles... not bad lar.. the soup is nice.. but i have tasted better ones before. hee.. oH ya... some of the ruggers who went forced me to eat a spoOnfuL of chILLi from a bOwl of 'dunnoe-wad' soUp. they mixed everything togehter lar! so disgusting lor! OMg... small was saying she will supply me wiht one whole yr of dessert if i ate that spoonful of stuffs.. =.=.. and yuqi, angela said tat they will buy me SEVEN scoops of Yami yoghurt... =.=... I dun realyl believe lor.. they alweez bluff me de.. so in the end i din eat.. after much delay. lOlS.. den yuqi asked me to drink up fel's curry.. hM.. Quite a lot lOr! so concentrated somemore.. oMg lar.. I drank SO MUCH lar.. den left a bit... small finsihed up... =.=... den my two scoops of Yami yoghurt flew away... BOo! kNew it lOr.. they alweez cheat me de. HAHA... they even directed the bill to ME lar. 82 BUCKS lar... ...omg lar.. after drinking SO mcuh CURRY... my mouth was like... exploding.. and felt DAMN hot lar.. like burning like tat.. haha... imagine being put in an oven.. yah.. tats how it feels like. lols. horrible hor? swear i will distand myself from curry for at least a month. HAHA.. phobiA liao.. oh yah.. the curry is GREEN in colour somemore. haha... ( bet u guys must be... OMG too) hahaz..
aiya.. tired oredi.. today woKe up at 615 to go market with my grandpa... shall go take a rest now... falling sick .. aRGhss..
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