Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hMm. thOugh my promos soRt of ended oredi.. I was still brooding over my chem paper for a night. but today.. guess im feeling better oredi. Well well well... St, i tink u are right. results aren't everything. =) act i feel so too.. one juX has to be happy with wadever one does. Wad matters is tat one's life is fulfilling enough before it ends. Somebody may die earlier den others.. but if tat person has got a great life before, im sure the person wont die with any regrets. Often, I guess many people died with regrets. They never get to go to the places they want to go.. they never get to bask in the warmth of love.. they never get to achieve their goals in life.. Well... i guess wad i really need now is a long break before any mugging starts again. jC life. HA. act not really lar... Im glad that I went to nJ. Really... heartfelt thanks to that something that made me choose nJ instead of staying in aC. I have got great teachers like Mr lOw Kwee Peng, Miss Chua etc... For my math teacher, I wanne thank him for being patient enough with me... I think I am a big bUlk to teach lar... I am really slow at catching concepts.. haha... To mR Adrian Low, though you are a really weird teacher with unpredictable temper, having mood swings at times, but I am glad that u have been my math teacher for this yr.. I guess you are a good teacher in a way. =) Not to forget, I am REALLLLLYY glad to have a bUNch of great pals in nJ. Its really from the bottom of my heart. I really had a whole lot of fun training with you guys.... my dear rugger mates! =)) though sometimes its kinda frustrating on the field... Im glad tat all of us pulled through everyting together. You gUys really cared a lot for me. I really feel damn heartwarming. Im glad that whenever I m feeling down, there are alweez ppl like you standing with me. To my class... frankly speaking, at first i thot tat our class is kinda boring... and there are like not much activities going on. I thot tat almost everyone is a mugger.. oKie... well.. guess we all jsut have to mug in Jc. Almsot thruout the whole two yrs. But I can say confidently that this class is not as bad as i have thought. Everyone is special in his or her own way... Everyone can be fun to be with too. I am thankful for all the lame jOkes the three guys in our class cracked. haha.. though they are not really funny at times, they managed to keep us awake during lessonss... hohoho. s7A is a small class, in fact, i think its the smallest one in nJ.. bUt everyone in this class is smart ( except me) lOls. Really... they are All really smart... Really feel like kowtowing to them man.. hahaz... hMm.. If i get retained, I wont forget all the memories we all had together... Even if i get retained, let it be, i won't complain or moan, i will just be a retainee who will show the world that even a retainee can get really good results at A levels. Now im beginning to admire retainees. As in.. imagine.. the obstacles they have to overcome when they have to face different faces for another yr in jC life.. while their frenz who are oredi j2s are going to graduate soon. Who will want to have this feeling? But i guess sometimes, no matter how hard a person works, the person may not sow as much. Tats wad i have learnt from all these yrs. Life gets so stressed up till ppl like us even forget when is Children's day. I only realised it when I saw my siblings watching some tv programms on Children's day special. ha. it has been quite a bad yr for me i guess.. just tat this yr... i faced so many ups and downs. It has been a torment to go thru everything. Life is just like a rollercoaster... buT i never liked to be on a rollercoaster. its thrilling in a way.. but sometimes, it jsut makes one feel droggy and wad not.
I agree with this fact that ppl like us do miss out a lot in life. Ppl like us yearn for everything in the world. We want the newest mp3, we want to eat nice food.. etc etc etc.. the list goes on and on. maybe its just another generalisation.. but don't u tink tat it portraits this society? We are often so overcome by materialism, till we forget that the simplest things in life can make one happy. Look at children who are HIV positive, they are suffering everyday and yet they are really happy when they have something to eat or play with. it can be a simple chocolate that make them happy. it can be just a simple doll. They are contented. In the midst of struggling to live for the 'tomorrow' they all want, they are still happy. Perhaps their idea of Utopian is really very different. when they see people visiting them, there is only one word tat can describe them. happy! yep. being happy is the best i guess.. nTh can pUt one down if one wants to be a happy person. Life is too short to worry away. We should all cherish every moment in life. Memories are meant to be kept close to the heart and not to be forgotten. =)) Be happy everyone! Im trying my best to ba happy too!
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