_____im no longer behind u...*

Monday, March 14, 2005

lIFe is so full of ups and downs. Life is so unpredictable. For a second, you are basking in happiness. In another second, you are already tilted to the other end---the sorrow and sadness start to overwhelm you like you have never ever experience before. How many sad things will we come face to face in our lives? That is a question that we should not think of anywayz. hahaZ. A life can be short or long. A life can be a happy and yet sad one. How complicating life is!

There is no turning back in life, especially when you have hurt a person and scarred his or her heart... He or she will forever be lost from your veyr own treasure boX. How sad it is. A person can cry for days and nights. And whenever something makes him or her ponder over the past memories, tears cascade out of the sorrowful and teary eyes. . . forever watery and blurred. . . like being veiled forever.

Love creeped up unexpectedly to me.I was taken aback yet glad. Everything is gone now, but I will stay as strong as the grass that never dies despite being trampled on so many times in life. lOVe has been a wonderful thing.. it had been so wonderful and so crystal clear..? It had been so colourful and make me think of the kite that flies in the clear blue sky with the bright and every smiling sun being embedded on it. Kite is a wonderful adornment. It adds colors and life to the sky that looks monotonous. It sways beautifully with the wind and flies higher and higher, whenever parts of the string are being let go. The higher it soars, the more the heart gets thrilled and one gets really delighted... esp to me!

I wanne fly the kite with my loved one.
I wanne walk by the sea with my loved one.. with hands held tightly together.
I wanne have someone who is and will alweez be there for me.
. . .
guess its all noThing but a dream.
sighz.
bUt im gonna cherish every little time i have in my short life.
My life may prolong by a few more years than others or wad.. but it will alweez be a short life.
There are too many things to do in this life.
The things to accomplish are simply too much.. in fact.. uncountable!
I shant be too ambitious. Shall take things at my own stride.
Just hope i will be able to put aside all my troubles and complexed mind to rest at this moment and enjoy life.

...

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

11:16 PM

______________________________________________

8 Comments: