_____im no longer behind u...*

Monday, November 29, 2004

I am so bOred! bOred to deAth! bOred to teArs!

hahaZ, here am I cOmplaining again. whoo..Every hOl.. I suREly cOmplain hOw hOrrible a hOl is. thAts me i gUess.. see.. my haiR turNing whITe le. haha. ;)

oMg. actUally I have a lOt of things to do in the hOls. hahaZ.

1. teach my bRo highEr chInese
2. teach bOth siblIngs piaNo [Omg. tInk i will be left with wrinkled skin and skeleton only. no mOre blOod.]
3. upDate my photo fOr my passpOrt.[i doNt wanne be detainEd at the cuStom again..!]
4. do tonnes oF pacKing agaIn![ 'bOringeSt' paRT]
5. loSe weIGht

hmm.. k.. from this list,I can infer that I have a lot of things to do. bUT all of them are so boRing. omG. hahaZ. Well, just came back from 4o3o4 chalet one day ago... shall update on it.

actually i was supposed to go for three days and two nitez, but i ended up leaving on the second day. hahaZ. I was really exhausted after the first day. Mainly is becOz I din manage to get a good sleep and I was involved in too many activities on the first day. Wei ting, Si yuAn, Pei Xia and I went to IMM Giant to buy all the food stuff for bbq on that day. woaHz. We spent bOut $100+ for the food. heez. Den Wei ting's father sponsored us oTah. heez. Den he drove us back to wei ting s house first to prepare some food stuff. At bOut 3:20, we left the house and headed to East Coast Park with the help of Wei Ting's brother.He drove us there. ThaNZ! heez. yeah.. anD so we arrived at the chalet at bout 4 plus. the bbQ was quITe fun laRz... the food tasted nice. simpLy sumptous.! Den naughty me started to use charcoal to scribble on the red brick wall. hahaZ. wrOte somEthing like '4o3o4 RocKs!', '4/3 dao4 ci3 yi4 you2', 'Paul is an idiOt'=P etc..

woAh. the hIGhliGht of the dAy! hahZ. after the bbQ.. We did somE 'detective stuff'. So we strolled on the footpath, so leisurely and enjoYing the moOnliGht. [the mOon was really briGht and round. so bright til it liGhted up the whoLe dark skY] The nIGht sky was adorned with sparkling stars too. heeez. was trying to counT the nuMber of starS that were visible to my naked eye.. buT obViouSLy... I couldnt. hahaz. Too many stars to be counted. Saw a bright blUe star, such a stark contrast with the dark blue sky and Cheng Rong told me its Saturn.. hmm.. [is he kidding me? hahaz.. i hOpe not]kk.. shall go back to the HIGHLIGHT of the day. haha! yahz. so we were strolling. One whole biG gP. suDdenly, i saw a naked man in the toilet that is situated in the midst of the beach area. Omg lOr.. can see EVERYTHING.He was trying to wipe himself with a toWel I think. I was so soOOO disgusted k.. oMG.. and I think he saw me too. hahaZ. I got so shocked that I think my eyes were transfixed for a few moments. hahaZ. I tot I saw a g****. SuCH a loUsy toilet.

hmm.. den went back to chalet after quite a lOng stroLL. was already exuding so muCh sweat. [eeeKs]after taking a bath...and after a shoRt chat... Fel, Pei Xia and i went to rent bicycles overnight. woAhz. so shuang. dunNit to walk so much le.. but in the end, my butt became so pain. thanz to the horrible seat. hahaZ. Den Cheng Rong was roller blading. heeez. Actually I feel like learning it.. buT... guess i will try it next time ba.. hahaz. nOT enOuf guTs. but it will be so coOl to roller blade on the track.. and let the wind carass ur face..such a great feeling!

on the second day, some of us went bOwling. hahaz. Surprisingly.. my score was the hIGhest!!!! haahz.. out of five ppl. woaHz. FIRST TIME I SCORED MORE THAN 100 points. hahaaz. i got a 107 i think. hahaZ. so happy. heez. and first time i got a strIke! wahahahZ. =)

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To dear dear
this is a little dedication fOr u. =)

*I Miss You*
The mOon has got the shimmering stars.
Together they brighten up the night sky.
I look at the night sky,
Trying to find a person I love.
I know you are there for me,
just like the stars while I am the mOon.
I yearn to hug you
Just like how the stars blend in with the mOonliGht.
The stars and mOon mingle with one another.
They chatted and danced merrily.
How I wish you are with me.
Then we can jOin them and enjOy.
Whenever the phone rings,
I hope I d hear your voice.
yea.. I am waiting patiently.
Now I realise how painful it is to wait,
especially when you are expecting something.
Everytime I think if you,
I d look at the night sky.
I tell myself that you are just beside me.
Just like the lOnely moOn with her companion of stars
Just want to tell you something.
I miss you loTz!
Hope to see you soon! =)

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

11:52 PM

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3 Comments:

aprreciate it. touched. dun noe wad to say le... i miss u too... jiayou on yr goals u set im sure u can achieve it. hope to see u soon too!

By Anonymous, at 6:19 PM

aaaaawwwwwwwwwww.. so sweett.. haha.. u are so lovesick. XD anyway, hope u enjoyed yourself during your class chalet and thank you sooo much for the marshmellows!! yummy. =D -yayun

By Anonymous, at 9:11 AM

LOLs!! i think chalet was quite fun lorhZ. even though we didn't stay for very long! hahaha.

next time we must have a chalet. for just a few close friends lidat. (: will be fun.

oh wait, didn't we erm, like clean the wall? bleahZ~

By feL, at 10:52 PM

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

My love is true

Lift your face up to me
Let me see you cry
Let me see those hazel eyes
Produce teardrops from within
My heart has an empty space
For you to fill your sorrows
And another bigger part
For you to fill your joy

For you I can give up my life
Give up my entire heart
For you are the spark which ignites my body
Bring life to my gloomy days
Roses do not move you
Violets don’t make your day
I give none of these little presents
But my heart and soul’s resplendent rays

No destination is too far
No labor is too tough
No other person can make me tear
Except you, my dear
Pour your tears into my shirt
Soak them to the ends
I will breathe them dry with my every kiss
So you can drown them again

Whenever you wear a smile
Whenever you are joyful and in bliss
I will cork your happiness in glass bottles
So I can never forget these
I adore your shimmering aura
Your smooth succulent skin
Your lips I can never forget
For they are the doorway to your very soul

There’s no need for a camera
Or any other recorder
For my eyes capture every single moment
We spent under the skies
Should I one day become blind
Should I one day die
I will leave you a part of my soul
To linger in you as I go

You are my everything.

heez. this is a poEm froM belinda hENg--my freN. NICe rite?! hmm. iF somEbOdy were to write this for me.. i think i will be sooo happy and touChed til i wil melT likE butter. hahaZ.

hm.. Well. the hoLS is here. thOugh Os has ended, the feeling seems to be very weird. its like.. no more stress and everything just became so relaxing and soothing. Guess somE ppl muSt be thiNking of taking exAms again. haahz. so as to ease boRedoM. ;)

GraD hiGh tEA just ended beautifully yTd afternoOn. hmm. iT is quiTe memorable bUt moSt impoRtantly, the memoriEs i had in Nan hUA wil alweez be kept in the Core of my heart, esP the memories witH 4o3 mOns! @ the beginning, at the very first step i took into Nan hUa, I thOught thaT I am doOmed. Such an olD campus. Eerie feeling just seemed to surround me and made me feel so insecure. I parted with my very good pri. frenz and came here almost all alone. New embarkment i guess.. and i tot it will be tough.

bUt nevertheless, i began to make frenz. The first guy I knOW was pAul CheNg. hahaZ. tat 'lady-like' guy with a damn fair skIn. k. he started to tease me buT soon we became good frenz til now. heeeZ. I must say tat he makes up bits of my sec sch life. den got to knOw maRie zhEng mEi MEi. hahaz. =P. She is a nice gal but at the beginning, i tot she is very unfrenly. hahaz. She had a face tat seemed so fierce and dao. ~scary loRz~ buT soon she also became my very good fren til now. YEa. toGether we have facEd many upS and doWns. u really cheered me up when i was so deeP doWn. thAnz!

lOwer sec lIFe was coOl but not totally wonderful. I guess its coz not many ppl have become matured yet. bUt nOW, i am glad tat i am in 4o3! hehZ. wiTh all thOSe moNs. TheY roCk my seC sch life! ThoSe crazy thiNgs we did toGether will really make me remember those good days. I hOpe all these memories will alweez be etched in my memory space and never fades. I will loCk them up in the treasure boX at the coRe of my heart.=)

lasT buT noT leAst.. oMg. hoW can i forget thiS signIficant person maNz.. oMG.. hahaz. yeA, this significant person who appeared .. and still appearing in my liFe is.....................................................................................mR teO tong loonG a.k.a. dear deAR/piG piG/toNG tONg. hahZ. o well, maybE i sTill dun knoW u tat well, but I just wanne tell yOu tat u are the greaTest guy ever tat i have seen. U piggy backed me for almost fifty metres. oMg. glad i din kill u! hahaZ. U have giVen mE tWo cuties to accompany at nIte, namely mr Ttl and Sawn. hahaZ. ThanZ lOTs!~ I loVe yOu! hOpe ouR love will be ever -lasting!hmm.. Just wanne tell u tat if one day i meet with a mishap tat cause me to leave u forever, you must remember tat I loVed, stil love and will alweez loVe u. my soUl will alweez be with u. -dun shiVer wiTh fear ah.. haahz- hUgs!

k. gooD lUCk to everyone!~ have a happy hOliday and start afresh next yr again! muSt recharge batteries k!!! and continue with ur new joUrnEY!!!!

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

11:47 PM

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hehe.. hinting to tl to rite u such a nice poem rite.. i tink that poem was wonderful.. blender.. woohoo! n thankz for thankin me.. actually u dun have to.. coz u have also made me enjoy my 4-year stay in nhss wif ur tears, ur luffter, ur rubbishness.. n everything.. last but not least.. wish u n tl be 4eva happi together! n u will not meet wif a mishap la for goodness sake.. also.. back to me n u.. though u alwaez ps me.. n i alwaez veri temperamental.. we r still good frenz till now.. n i tink this is truly a frenship that i will ALWAYS treasure.. frenz 4eva... :) feel free to call me or wadeva if u wan!

By =| mAriE |=, at 12:21 AM