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Friday, September 03, 2004

heeeZ. German prelims finally over! wahahhaZ. [anoTher burden oFf my shoulders] hmm.. the papers were quite hard i guess... not easy to score coz qns were damn tricky and involved lots of thinking and drilling.. =X

okie.. gonnA express my feelings again. hahaz. hmm.. not something good or bad la.. just wanne express myself.

Life is the toughest thing on earth to go through i guess. One has to undergo so many exams, tests and challenges in life. NobODy can avoid them and must even embrace them with ones outstretched arms. yOu cant put a roAd block to prevent all your problems and troubles from disturbing and overwhelming you. Life may not be as sweet as u expected and it may even be as bitter as a bittergourd. Perhaps at times you will lose your sense of taste--- tat is when u feel really numb and tired of life. It happens to many ppl.

to me, ever since a person is born, his or her life is a big box. It is up to ourselves to make it into an interesting and colourful box that is ever exuberant. The ppl in it makes our life interesting in one way or another, though the ppl we interact with are eithEr good or bad. Naturally, nobody's box is full of love or full of hatred, so dun fret if you feel awlfully bitter at times. Nobody's sweet foreva.

I am a person who is strongly attracted to the wonders of nature. Be it a rainbow, the swirling clouds, the sky, the trees, I alweez appreciate them for what they are. Dun think I am crazy when I take a long time looking at them. I really think that they are beautiful elements that make up part of my life. I love animals. I even have the ambition to open a zoo in the future. hahaZ. I hate ppl who torture animals. They kill them for their own needs, and it is those kind of mass killing... It pierces me heart. yupz.. sorry if i alweez say 'dun waste food'... hahaz. .i really cant stand ppl who waste food and ppl who are so so so fussy when it comes to eating. Yah.. some ppl hate vegetables. One will go ballistic when one finds a small bit of vege on ones plate. It really pisses me when i see that. Please.. think of the African kids. They have nth much to eat to cease their hunger. They even have to peel off the tree bark at times to fulfil their hunger. They have to eat things that we would never have thought of. So anything that is on your plate, please finish up everything. Dun waste food! Think of the African children who are so deprived of nutritions.

hmm.. Wanne say Mr Chan roX! heheZ. suCh a goOd teacher who likes to interact with small little kids like us. hahz. =P He really motivated me when we were playing the 'treasure hunting' game. hahaZ> ran around in sch searching for jin1 yu4 liang2 yan2. And he even added tat his fav. class is 4o3. wahahaz. I wil alweez remember him. hOpe tat he will have a bright future ahead of him!

Know everyone is stressed now. Prelims and Os r coming soon. If u havent started any revision, please start doing so now. Dun panick. Must be calm. ganbatte everyone! hehZ. i am sure everyone will make it if everyone gives in his or her best!

:: Some people dream of success.. while others wake up and work hard at it!::

So start working now. It may taste bitter but you will get a fruitful feeling at the end of the day!

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

6:33 PM

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5 Comments:

hii.. hmmm i waste food sometimes.. =x heehee.. mrchan rocks! he's so cooool.. and cute.. and nice... we must come back to nanhua to look for him when we graduate k? of course and many other wang de fu teachers we haf.. sobs sobs.. for now lets work hard together! =]

By Seow Ting, at 10:15 AM

i'm sorry... should i stop killing insects? but i'm not cold-blooded! i really don't mean to kill them sometimes. and i do love animals! in fact, did u know that to be a zookeeper, all you hafta do is pass your PSLEs? cool, huh? i told my parents that... ahahaha i said "it's okay if i don't make it to secondary school/ pass my O levels... i can always be a zookeeper." hahahaha love from: you-know-who

By Anonymous, at 9:35 PM

Lolxz, again ask me give comments, bwahahaha...gao xiao, joan, you're one of a kind. =D anyway, good that there's someone who likes veggie, lolxz, yeah, so sickening to see pplz so choosy when it comes to food, this one dun eat that one dun eat. Haha, these few days so sick of pplz who keep complaining bout their bitter lives, so hope ya continue to keep your box full of happiness and joy! Your German, aiyah, no need worry one lahz... instead i should be the one worryin for jap...=S bleah, hapz studying! =)

By Anonymous, at 9:40 PM

i'm totally against those who abuse animals! animals are so cute.. definitely not for pple to torture.. and you have such a BIG heart! it takes so much courage to want to help those people.. and everything you said is so inspiring.. wow.. i so impressed that even me myself also wanna strive to work hard already- but i'm doubtful whether i'll still remember what i am saying now. anyway, you are such a gift to the world. just one person amongst the billions of people, but with a heart bigger than many. take care! -yayun XD

By Anonymous, at 12:39 AM

thanks Joan.

i'm sorry if i never appeared to be someone whom you can trust or someone you can confide in or just someone who can give you good advice. i never have been able to give people what they want to hear, or good advice because i only tell them how i feel. i'm not matured enough to think of both sides and consider what is the best way for you to go. maybe to you i'm just someone who needs to be given more comfort instead of me giving others comfort, though i've tried at times but i don't seem to succeed. nevertheless, thank you for coming into my life. maybe i've never made any great impact on anyone or their lives, but i'd still like to thank you for everything. thank you for accepting me for me.

By feL, at 2:43 PM