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Monday, September 13, 2004

siGh. actually tot that Chem practical would be quite fun ... But who knows.. I did not perform to mark again. siGhz. It is not a difficult paper, but I think I really screwed the whole thing up, especially for the VA part. ='( Maybe Joan is really pure dumb. If i can get at least a B3 for this paper, I will be sated, coz i know i wont do well for this practical paper.

When I was doing the chem prac, my hands were trembling like mad and beads or perspiration trickled down my hot face. the heat was really stupefying. How i wish i could actually treat the chem prac exam like normal practical session. When i started doing the VA, i felt that my heart was in my throat. Could not even pour the solutions into the flask properly.

Why must i be so nervous everytime?!? Sighz. guess its my nature. I alweez tell myself that i have no need to be nervous and to be scared but in the end, fears overwhelm me and seem to engulf me, making me hard to breathe and alas, I screw up everything.

GUess i would have to work really hard for the written papers. Hope i can score there. If not.. really gonecase. hahaz.

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

5:11 PM

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6 Comments:

hmmm it's an advantage? coz you wont commit the same mistakes again in Os.. hahax.. jiayouu bahh and nobody's dumb!

By Seow Ting, at 5:26 PM

oh man.. PIGGY teo.. how did i manage to find ur blog? oh god.. lols.. teo? haha.. i screwed my prac anyway.. haha.. stay piggy and piggy and piggy and become to be less like tong.. he is not piggy anyway.. ahha.. tatas

shaun

By Anonymous, at 5:52 PM

Joan,
don't worry la! You will have no prob de! You have the potential lor. U def can get a1 for your chem de. Believe in yourself!

By Anonymous, at 11:52 PM

dont worry u can do it okie? we'll jia you together! -cheers for joan- gambatek! XD -yayun

By Anonymous, at 6:29 PM

don't die horz... don't worry, treat it like a normal prac... tell yourself heck care if i fail... that's what i always do...

By Anonymous, at 3:26 PM

im sure u can stil get a1 for chem... cheer up...work hard n fly high...!!! jia you!!! woohoo!

pig pig

By Anonymous, at 6:08 PM