Sunday, September 12, 2004
Hmm.. I am so stressed now. Basically, I have touched on every single subject these few weeks. Of coz.. there is always too much to study and revise, til I seem to have developed [PHD]Permanent Head Damage as created by Ongymon. hahz. Yah. It pays to do well in exams. One has to put in lots of effort and has to restrain oneself from too much fun. I think I am a poor pig who has to undergo hellish treatment from my DEAREST brother and sister. WOAH!!!! Cant stand them at times! They cant speak calmy and softly. They shout and scream and yell.. all day long. Do they think i am deaf? hahaz.
trm Chem prac liaoz. SCARY!!! hahz.. I hope history will not repeat itself again, coz the chem prac exam that we did in mid year was simply horrible and disastrous. wOah. Still remembered when i strolled out of the chem lab, I almost wanted to bang myself against the wall. ha. felt so hopeless and numb. bRoke TWO boiling tubes somemore. haz. dat was really a nasty experience and guess we hadn't enough time to finish everything on time. when doing the chem prac, I felt like I was in an oven. The surroundings was so hot and stuffy and such, and i felt totally uneasy and was perspiring like mad. Really relly hope it would be much better this time. haz.
hha. bet everyone must be thinking of what to do after Os ba. hahaz. I am really really looking forward to the arrival of that day. Don't be surprised if i bring a champange to school on the last day of exam. haz. I will be so jubilant and will be jumping around like a juvenile, cheering like mad. haz. Woah. After Os, the next big event will be graduation day. sIGh. HIGH TEA. sianz. why must it be high tea?!? I would still prefer dinner. anyway... i gonna enjoy that day to the fullest. LAst day when everyone can get together to have a proper meal[hope so] and to have fun! hehz. will really cherish tat day. hope i wont be too happy or too sad on that day til i cry.
hmm.. gonna go out almost everyday and do the things tat i really want to do after Os. hehz. gonna let free of myself and enjoy myself. yah. four yrs of sec life pass came so quickly and are goin to be the past soon. SigH. I will definitely miss everyone in this school and will definitely keep in contact with everyone. gonNa send Christmas cards to everyone i know this Dec. hehz. so... hehehz.. I will be asking you ppl for ur address soon. whahahaZ. [i do tat everyyr]
And.. i am goin to MAKE THE CARDS myself. HAHAHAHAhz.
Everyone.. ganbatte!!!! hehez. sigh. Next tues.. gonna take back German Prelim results.. *screams~~~* Omg. siGh. so worried now. Worried til i dun really have any appetite and to get anything that is nice down my throat. Wad if i did badly?! I really wish i cna get at least an A2 lor. If not.. i will be so sad so sad. Confidence level will plunged right down into the deep blue sea and never rise. =/ Hope i will do quite well.. =(
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ok.. see u so cham i leave a comment bahh... heeee jiayou for prelims!! u sure beat me one.. sosad.. boohooo.. don do too well.. =]
sighs.. actually i would have a lot of things to say about this entry.. but there's this overwhelming feelings in both of us that i dunnoe how to express.. i'm stressed as well.. stress level is 10/10. =X sighhs i dunone what to say girL.. it'll get past.. if not now, it's 2 months later.. sighhs.. *huggs*