_____im no longer behind u...*

Saturday, August 14, 2004

79 days left to O levels. the big big donut is coming soon. well... I am kinda scared. I am already getting the jitters now. I am afraid that I wont do well in prelims and Os. I am afraid that i wont be able to get into my dream JC. I am afraid i wont be able to get into LEP, coz i really like German. I am afraid i wont be well prepared enuf to take the exams....

ha.. so many fears... guess i will have to conquer all of them by myself, coz only I myself can help myself now. I can make myself fall and at the same time, make myself soar. It all depends on how i treat the challenges that i will face soon.

ytd went to NJC for the LEP[language elective programme]. well...It is a really nice collage with a really conducive environment for students to study and revise work. It does not seem as dead as wad i have heard people saying. I am not like SOME peoPle who are ONLY interested in sports.. [fel.. yOu should get what i mean rite? hahaz. ;)] After visiting NJC, i really have the burning fire in me to work really hard, in order to get into this school with high prestige. I would really want to continue with my german, coz it is one of my fav. subjects.

sighz. chatted quite a lot with the JC1s ytd... one of them suddenly asked me whether i am looking forward to JC life or not... I was stumbled upon this simple yet intriguing qn. I did not know how to ans. I just smiled back and shrugged my shoulders. Wei ting.. on the other hand, claimed otherwise. hahaZ. that cow... hahaz. Guess i will miss Nan Hua a lot.. [the teachers and frenz] I suddenly felt a horrible sinking in the pit of my stomach. I really dont wanne be separated with all my good frenz and step into another stage of life where only strangers reign.

reflectiOns after the visit:
1. I am goin to work doubly hard now.
2. I am goin to spend more time with frenz and to have more fond memories.
=)

had o levels english oral ytd.. tink i kinda screwed it up. hahz. was quite nervous i tink. I hoPe i wont get too low a grade... =X
_huGs to mysElf_

arH... everybody... must jia yOu k?! we are left with nOt much time oredi! it is time to work hard and give it all! Everyone must try ur best and conquer ur woes and persevere til the end of Os k? We shall all do well in the Os! *cheers!*

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

11:59 AM

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3 Comments:

u can do it...believe in yrself...
GAMBADE!~love,+up!d pig~

By Anonymous, at 12:24 PM

i know you can do it. with determination, anything's posssibleeee. =] and you have that determination. you'll be a top njc student.. *imagines yup i'm sure you can. ;) okie lah i'll stop here. dun flatter so much lerh. haha. XD -yayun

By Anonymous, at 5:07 PM

jia you ba. i've been trying to work hard the past weekend. i dunnoe how good it has done me. ah, whatever.

yes, i know what you mean. for once, A3 hates this person but A1 doesn't. if you get what i mean yeah.

all the best gurL. we might be splitted in the end because i might end up in NYP. but no matter what... A4 exists.

By feL, at 10:13 PM