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Friday, July 09, 2004

hmm.. to that question on whether i am really happy or not.. i tink i am half happy and half unhappy ba.. hahaZ... -_______---

yuPz.. These few days, i have become lamer. Well, maybe it's just to cover up the real me ba... I am actually very stressed. Being lame and laughing out loud make me feel better and forget about exam stress. I am afraid of the forthcoming grade eight piano exam, the prelims and of coz... Os!!! I tink i have a lot of things that i need to cope with. I am no jellyfish which has uncountable tentacles. I wish i could multi-task in a more efficient way.... yuPz.. can soon.. gonna stay back quite often for badminton tournament.. hOpe i wont let 4/3 down... siGhz... long time NEVER practise le.. hahahZ... upcoming events for me are as followed... [ badminton tournament, piano practical exam, CT, Chinese Exam, Prelims and O levels] hahaZ.. if i can survive at the end of this hectic yr... I tink it would most probably be a miracle!

I really wonder, wad if one day i just suddenly blacked out and say goodbye to this wonderful world. well.. guess the earth will stil be spinning and everybody will still be as happy as ever. sO much pressure is exerted on me... including my piano teacher.. siGhz... whenever i see the faces of certain teachers, i am really 'horrified' in a way. They make me think of exams. Exams really make ones hair stand. hahZ.

If i crap a lot these few months.. pls pardon me... I am trying to relieve stress.. I swear, after O levels, i will 'wreak havoc' and enjoy life.

I am happy coz i have stupid pig and my mom and of coz.. my dear frenz. hehZ. {first few entries... oredi mentioned some liaoz.. so here... heheZ... ]Thanz Stupid Pig.. for always being there for me. you have played a huge role in my current life and thanz for accepting me for wad I am. thOugh sometimes yOur actions and words are really silly.. i tink that they are really cute and of coz... they never fail to brighten up my day. hahZ. whenever i hold your hand, i feel really secure and comfortable. thanz for letting my pinch your cute nose almost everyday and thanz for letting me 'beat' you.. hahaZ... if yOu tink that i am bad to you... pls say so.. k? heheZ...

Joan
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7:38 PM
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4 Comments:

wah sO rOu ma!lOls bud u all veh sweet nehx hahax..suPerwOman jOan!ur timetaBle veh tiGht nehx.gamBatte wOrs!u kan gif up cOs we nv gif up on u q: [.shall.]

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 10:15 PM  


i'll say it again...yr the best i'll ever have...
i jus wan u to b happy... sorry for being realli wang ba dan sometimes... thx for the making all the sacrifices for me... noe u express yr love thru 'beating' me...haha...'patting'??? hmmm... anyways...i jus wanna say i love u n i hope i can love u even more in the time to come... cuz i wish to walk this raod wif u all the way to the end...

n if u'd ask me do i love u this much, i do.
~+up!d pig~

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11:34 PM  


aww.. so mushy.. blow it all in this blog. just dun think too much. you'll do well in your exams. jia you! wanna see your bright smile everyday yea? mums are the best! they'll always be there for you.. hehez. super mum. when u're sad tell your blog your worries and your problems will be halved. when you're happy, tell everyone your happiness and it'll be doubled. =] take care! -yayun

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 8:44 AM  


yups. i understand how that feels again. come to think of it, i'm lame because i'm trying to hide that me? and then everyone sees me as that girL with the bright smile and happy cheerful feL. but am i really that me?

but i hope you ain't like me yah. just wrote on my blog about my dream. i was so super stressed that i dreamt of doing a physics paper, yet only able to complete 8 mCQs in 2.5hrs. Totally freaked me out. that's why now i fear. i wanna work hard. but no discipline. no motivation. really need someone to push me on, to make me study, to study with me and whatever right now. need good advice. [searches for the right soul]. okay this is supposed to be about you.

once again, i love you. <= don't worry, i won't snatch you away from your stupid pig. i'm just on the standby mode, remember that i'm always here whenever you need me. *huggs-

By Blogger feL, at 9:39 PM  


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