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Saturday, June 12, 2004

Had a shOrt chat wiTh marie
Heard that her hAmster died
And said that her hamster has gone to hamster heaven
Which is a blessing in disguise

yuPs
it is quite true
Heaven
is a nice place to go to
a place where only peace prevails
no entangled thoughts
no mixed feelings
no worries
no sorrows
no woes
Serenity-- the besT

i want to be an angel
who wears white
who plays within the fluffy clouds
that look like cotton candy
i yearn to fly to the clouds one day
to meet the angels
i shall join them
in their job
by blessing all my friends

world is getting so crazy
so bizzare
can i take it?
i want to find a place where i can rest my daunted soul and perplexed mind
and that place would be the heaven
the mighty heaven

so if one day i really disappear from this world
please look at the sky wherever you go to
you may see me waving to you
in my white and silky angelic gown
i will be waving between felicity and happiness
coz i will be in mirth
seeing all my friends being blessed

i will rise with the sun
and even when the moon hangs high
i will still be there
brightening up the dark sky
i may become a star
that shimmers and sparkles
so that the night will be livened up
no more fear
no more loneliness

heaven will be my home. =)
so now u know why i love to look at the sky...?

Joan

aLwAeS bEsIdE yOu

12:01 AM

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8 Comments:

if one day you leave before telling me...
or i leave before telling you...

please remember this...

I LOVE YOU.

By feL, at 12:27 AM

Lolx, you wanna wear the starched white choir dress to heaven? Sounds great rit? No need to buy one when you are up there.. Diao.. What am I toking bt.. Anyway, when u'r there, pray for me...

By Anonymous, at 12:55 AM

have fun when u're in heaven... hahaz... sorry dunno what to write, but since i have to write for u, have fun in heaven, ya?? =P so crappy...

By Anonymous, at 1:00 AM

btw, tt was mi!! enjoy urself in heaven!! =P ^wei_ting^

By Anonymous, at 1:06 AM

hmmm...how do u know that heaven is all so great...???[not trying to insult it or wadsoeva...issit because theres absolutely nth there?{no this no that...}]
haiX...yes i agree that the world is getting realli cruel n all the hatred is eating into us...
but is that all exists in the world...???...is there no love???[where is the love yo]

enough bout that...i qoute-

"i want to be an angel
who wears white
who plays within the fluffy clouds
that look like cotton candy
i yearn to fly to the clouds one day
to meet the angels
i shall join them
in their job
by blessing all my friends"

well...i jus got to say that u are already an angel who bless all yr friends...
to me[n i believe every who knows u]...u have blessed our hearts with yr brightest smile...
u are already an angel[disguised as joan koh] who lives in our hearts...

i would nvr wan to live the day to see u go...
love,
~+up!d pig~

By Anonymous, at 10:31 AM

yups. agree with ttL. remember how i told asked you about meeting yourself when you said you wanna go heaven to meet the angels?

you. joan koh. an angel. no whatever who you are.

you're still my best friend. (:

By feL, at 2:27 PM

hey joan, neva expected our casual conversation to be an inspiration for ur blog ;). yes, heaven iz a nice place indeed, all ur worriez, troublez, sorrowz will all be lifted away.the earth may be fatally unrealistic,be it a cauldron of liez n untruthz. but for now, earth is juz fine, so perish all thoughtz of goin heaven yet huh. but if u are, dun forget to bring me there!! if u dun, i dun fren u le..ha.. ok, may cookie(my hamster) rest in peace. btw, u could consider being a poet ;) u'll be a remarkable one!!
wif luv - marIe

By Anonymous, at 10:34 PM

[beiKe] hees.frOm trOy/xian's niCk --> everything iS mOre beautiful becOs we are dOomed tO die.tink abOut it..there are mOre advantaGes beinG on eaRth.u can liSten tO ur diScman, be with ur fRens, uSe the net, run on sand etC etC. there are onli clOuds up dere and we will be fOrevur lOoking dOwn. sO we shd cheRish every mOment wif our lOved one!white gets bOring after a while q:

By Anonymous, at 10:18 AM